Holding On..to nothing..

You thought you have a world lots of things..
in fact...
its nothing..

Grabbing on to dreams..
letting go the next...

watching at what i achieve..
yet again are all those memories..
its been like that..like always isnt it.

its just so unreal..

Yes,in life we always strive and go what is best..
Or rather what we thought it is..
making the right choice is another thing.

And deep down..i still knw i must go back to what i love..
its sooner or later...
i truly love what i did..then
i dun care who likes or dislike..
for i only knw,i hate...

Living in memories everyday..
It may be the most poor state i am in then..
but i m the most happiest person then.

Going back doesnt mean nothing or wanting to gain something.
It means i have a clearer mind now.
Yes..God please bless me..i need more courage now.thank you...

Huge Dream..Huge Courage..

New start new beginning..Yes,deep down i am excited..((: Cant wait to see MBS open and be the first batch to do the battle..This few weeks has been training training..and training.Time passed just like that and its the 2nd week of training already..Meet all sorts of ppl..friends..All really am from all walks of life.Be it like a pregrant mummy..an ex accountant..an ex zoo keeper..an ex cabin crew with SQ for 6yrs..All sorts.Really AM ALL SORTS..Personally feelings this week..

Its been like a roller coaster ride..all mixed feelings.The stress of going for so many role plays..Some are really a huge challenge.All hotel terms..All weird codes to rmbr..I was like WTH..However..i believe this is it.As time passes by,i realise i like it.I ACTUALLY like it..lol..I find everything tough but i am very curious to know more..Cus its a huge operation,i am amazed by how things will run further down the road.Its nv enough..lol..Everyday new things..new terms..(:The managers are quite friendly and fun group of ppl too..(Well i hope it doesnt just appear to be..lol)So right now its having myself mentally prepared..

And you know what..when i'm young..i dreamt of bigger dreams..I never imagine myself being a hotelian..This one is huge and a big courage is needed..I hope for the best and may i passed the test!!(yes,i will be tested)

前世今生...Do you believe in it??I do.

Ever walking on the streets or meeting someone you knew in ur heart..

The person am so familiar to you,yet..u just cant explain why..

It may be the 1st ever meeting..

The above clip is one of the 前世今生大解謎 taiwanese show..
Ystdy spent the whole day looking through all the 前世今生 shows..
U will cant help but ponder.."Yes..Everyone does have 前世 afterall..."
Its just so surreal isn't it??

Just by looking at the one of the many examples of the above clips..
Do you have goosebumps??I did after i watched..with so many different others
of the clips...it just nv fail to give me this amazing chills...
Suddenly really feel like knowing my 前世..So that mistakes wont be make..its the cycle..wat we did in the past,things will just happen over and over again..

unless...
we know the meaning of really letting go..For Good.

红蜻蜓..memories((:

If you got the chance to choose...

would you rather have the chance to live your past once more..

change it like the way you want it to..change it,all the history..

Let it be flawless like you want it...

Let there be no more pain...

Staying away from those who are mean to you before...

WOuld you?...I dont know why all the sudden random thoughts,..but..

I think..really think i wouldn't want to change anything.

I am thankful..Met so many amazing ppl along the way..

Even the nastiest has made me a really strong person.

Sometimes,it is when you fall...

you will know the meaning of hurt,and tell yourself..

Nv ever am i making the same mistakes again.((:

This below song has so many 感触。。。By chance my workmate tell me about this song..

红蜻蜓 damn classic..hear it((:

Jeff Buckley - Hallelujah

This guy Jeff Buckley is amazing...He's not around anymore but happen to hear his version of Hallelujah...Damn nice la..Hear it..U will love the way he sings this song with so much emotions..((:

Anyway..Updates updates!!Today my off day..So,went off to Orchard wif QL..Hee~!As usual with her i will sure shop for makeup.And i bought my Channel makeup powder i want all along..Hee..Look tru a few shoe shops we fancy..And my next aim for my next pay is buy a pair of new shoe!Hee..15th March most prob will start the new job..Quite excited and scared at the same time..By the time i wont have so much worry with money issue then..i guess....quick update..and after blogging away,i shall go play my new sims 3 ad game i buy~!!wahahha~~

New Year,New Start..New Hope.Care No One Thoughts But Yours.

Just be myself...go for it..Yupz.I learnt along the way..fall along the way..Right now i am ever so clear of what i want in life...I have stopped searching..((:

And this CNY is a good one this year..Things seem to be smoother and family issue has tone down abit...For once i feel more like a "family" this CNY..Deep down i am very contented..I realized i can be so easily happy..lol..Maybe this may be a good year for rabbit afterall.I pray hard Lady Luck cmpy me all the way.((:

Alright..some photos to update along the way..To me life is short..Capture all the important memories..Forget the unhappy ones and move on..New year,new start..new hope..Be it just a little hope..we live each day with a thankful heart..Well,for me..i do,and always will.


Me and my cutie 6yrs cousin..he insist he pose this way..LOL













Sometimes...

Simple things..

Can make me happy

the whole day..

(((:

Be myself

To face it straight in face...

Its time i should just...not hide all the feelings in me all the time.

I hate to pleased everyone...

I am not a perfectionist...so dont ever force me to be one..

Tired of just all the pleasing..

I had all my emotions,dont ever think its always this way..

For once,i just want to be rebellious..

Do what i wish,i want...yet not explaining to ppl things..

I am sick of all the shit.BuZZ Off If You're Unhappy.